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23 Apr 2020

I love my friends

They are truly the best

Still, they do not quite understand me

I have to hold something back

Otherwise, I bring them down

Or maybe I kill the vibe

Either way, they do not understand me

I am only searching for understanding

Someone to see the weird contradictions within me

And be able to make sense of them

I cannot make sense of them

Otherwise, I would be far gone

To a happier, more saccharine place

This darkness, these shadows, these farces

They live inside of me

I have not found someone able to level

No one to see me for me

That is all I am asking for

Anyone, anything, please understand me

I am in need, and there is no market for me to peruse