“Untitled” 9

18 Apr 2020

Stuck between conflicting beliefs

Simultaneously believing I am godly and shite

I am somehow stuck between insecure and vain

I wish to find a nice even between

Nothing too high, nothing too low

That sacred, golden medium is everything

But it does not exist, it is nothing

But the nothing matters

The little ways I find myself in the medium

Give me hope that I can fully embrace the middle road

Maybe. Hopefully. Probably I will get it one day