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10 Apr 2020

Unbridled rage and regrets

Rear their heads after everyone else

Goes to sleep, or to talk to their SOs

I need someone around

Or at least a good distraction

To keep me from these thoughts

“Fuck this” and a big hit

That’s all I want to keep me calm

I need to cause some sort of pain

To myself, or an inanimate object

Something to prove that these feelings exist

Beyond the feelings in my heart

And the words on my tongue

I need physical proof of some sort

To prove I’m still here

I can’t verify the validity of my existence

I need to make an impact to make sure

That my thoughts and feelings

Are still valid enough to bring up